All I Ever Wanted [cheesy title, much?]

holiday is done with.

all students assemble in confusion. well, if not all, me n my friends specifically.

damn, what the hell are we doing here? thrusting ourselves into another yet unbearable class... i can swear to God i've had enough. haha enough? i've been in this shit for two years and half and i've had enough?

enough with what? knowledge? NO! i've never been bored with it. but the same thing i've been swallowing for the past years like papers with written shits on it? yup, those stuffs are seriously killing me. life is suicidally routines. we get assignments but we are not scared of its dateline anymore. because we know somehow it would get better.

hey, what 's there to worry if Wikipedia's still around?

i've been saying this to my friends a lot. "i thought the 3rd semester was the lowest of my lowest time of my life, intellectually. turns out it only serves as a beginning to go downhill. who knew the 4th sem would worsen my spirits..."

i am a bored girl. sorry for sounding so vain, shallow, empty and hollow but i am bored.

but on the bright side, i've been thinking about lots of stuff. the recent post of my very very good friend, MJ really inspired me. therefore, i made a list of what i want, too. sorry MJ, don't sue me for plagiarizing. nanti aku bawak ko lepak...

ALL I EVER WANTED...

1- Travel & Explore Other Cultures, Learn New Stuffs

Places I want to go - Turkey, Bosnia, Bhutan, Bali, South Africa, India & some European cultural spots

[the Venice promise with MJ, hehe]

2- Become A Writer & Have My Books Published

And actually getting some readers who admire my work, hopefully

3- My Own House [Fully Paid with 3 Bedrooms, A Library, A Coffee Machine etc]

4- And Everyone Knows I LOVE My AUDI!! [soon-to-be-mine, that is]

Considering that, I have two options, then, in my life to pursue the items listed. 1 - further my studies, do my Masters with a grant to conduct research overseas after I graduate. 2 - wait until I have an independent solid financial standing, then do what i want without the fear of disapproval from my abah.

i'd go for the option number 2, for now. wanting to be a writer doesn't mean i refuse to be anything else. i love law and i love the court. in five years time, i'd most probably be a court officer by then. most great writers are not originally writers by profession - they became something else first [John Grisham, Haruki Murakami etc]. so that gives me a sense of optimism. God-willing, i'll be a writer someday. and i'll travel with my bonus salaries. and buy a comfie house with loans granted by abah. he'd be happy, so would I.

simple.

now coming back to reality.

oh yes, i still have three years to go until graduation/ticket to real life.

guess we have to bear and keep dreaming until then. God save my soul. Please.

Ruby Jusoh did exactly nothing academically-inclined during her seven days semester break. And for the first time in her life, she didn't regret any of those 'laziness' at all.